i open my chest and make myself vulnerable to you, to destroy me if you wish, to love me all you can, as i swear to god i love you more than life. my beautiful Joesph, you are the catalyst of the rebirth of joy in my soul. i treasure nothing more highly than to surround you with unconditional devotion, to comfort you where there had been nothing but pain for us both.
It was good, but not that good. But, shamefully, this was the only non-fiction book I could remember having read. But I do remember being quite engrossed by it at the time. I had taken it from my 10th grade English room and reading it during a week or so period when I was sick, and perhaps by schadenfreude, or perhaps by genuine life-affirmation, I found myself deeply comforted by the fact that I was not this woman, royalty or no.
at night i dream of floods, and nakedness, and rage, and expurgation and of loss. and i fear i dream of prophecy. if delusion were mine in this case, i would heave with relief. but i feel the seethe of my thoughts, the seethe of my intestines, and fear the oncoming seethe of the world.
cling to cannabis and pray with thoughts of emptiness.
This one's gonna be tricky for me. I'm tempted to put something totally faceitious in here...Or wait, maybe I will. DAMNIT. I'm not one of those people who collects and/or remembers quotes very well and always has something really deep and flourishy at the ready. So I will search imdb. Wow.
Ok, ok, try this:
"You have to believe in God before you can say there are things that man was not meant to know. I don't think there's anything man wasn't meant to know. There are just some stupid things that people shouldn't do." -David Cronenberg
I was going to put in something from David Lynch but there's just too much to choose from, and my lazy brain just kind of shut down. So my other favourite director will have to do. I am totally going to kick my own ass later upon remembrance of some quote i totally should've used, then spaz out about whether to change this one, as it is already a historic document. my concerns are droll.
[ALSO: KATY PERRY + RUSSELL BRAND, WTF OMG HAAHAHHAHAHAHAH....Gah.]